Prayers needed

Friends, please keep Dean and I in your thoughts and prayers this evening. We are going to a memorial program for Fallen Soldiers. I have not gone to many things lately as it brings the emotions right back to the surface and is just too hard. I have felt in my heart that I needed to attend this one but now as tonight approaches I am sick to my stomach just thinking about going. Shawn will have been gone 8 years on this coming Thursday so it is just an extremely emotional time for me. I need prayers for strength to get thru tonight and this coming week